the blog of Jerry Bolton
Posts tagged Deep Late Early Twenties
…when i see myself whole (it makes me shiver)
1Current Tunage: mewithoutYou – Paper Hanger
From whence today’s blog title cometh.
I’m Schwenty-Fore. Grin.
However, I’ve been up since Stupid O’Clock again.
I’m listening to Beat Rabbi & Deepspace5′s “Deepspace5oul”. It’s making me shuck & jive.
Steph got me some great birthday presents. She is awesome.
Also, I am now a card-carrying adult. (inside joke?)
Below this post you will find my first music review since JANUARY. Yes, I have been swamped. Can ya blame me? Can ya?
In the meantime, Psalm 51 has been rending my heart lately, thanks in large part to Jon Foreman’s treatment of it on his Winter EP. Gah, so gorgeous.
Furthermore, here’s my quote of the day, from Francis Collins’ The Language of God:
The existence of the Big Bang begs the question of what came before that, and who or what was responsible. It certainly demonstrates the limits of science as no other phenomenon has done. The consequences of Big Bang theory for theology are profound. For faith traditions that describe the universe as having been created by God from nothingness (ex nihilo), this is an electrifying outcome. Does such an astonishing event as the Big Bang fit the definition of a miracle?
The sense of awe created by these realizations has caused more than a few agnostic scientists to sound downright theological. In God and the Astronomers, the astrophysicist Robert Jastrow wrote this final paragraph: “At this moment it seems as though science will never be able to raise the curtain on the mystery of creation. For the scientist who has lived by his faith in the power of reason, the story ends like a bad dream. He has scaled the mountains of ignorance; he is about to conquer the highest peak; as he pulls himself over the final rock, he is greeted by a band of theologians who have been sitting there for centuries.”
What a beautiful picture. I can just see them sitting there, with lengthy beards twirled in thoughtful, callused fingers (callused from studying sacred pages), and eyeing this strange geekish fellow up-and-down. In fact, I think I lol’d at this mental image.
More importantly, it reminds me of why I love philosophy & theology – ultimately everything else in life boils down to them: What we think about God, and what we think about the foundations of our existence (what are thoughts? what is reality? etc). Not to say science isn’t worth diligent study by any means, but rather to say that all disciplines are vitally necessary. Some must necessarily study medicine or science or language or what-have-you, and some others will study what undergirds all of the above: philosophy & theology.
On that note, it’s my birthday. Party time, baby. ^_^
(I am now in my “deep late early twenties”.)
…show us the way
0Current Tunage: Beat Rabbi & Deepspace5 – Deepspace5oul
I <3 DS5.
Month and a half left. Sanity compromised.
Tomorrow I enter my “deep late early twenties”. I hardly noticed it coming… too preoccupied.
I’m just chillin’. Rockin’ some DS5 (its beautiful).
I recently finished up Mark Driscoll’s “Vintage Jesus” and was very happy with it. It was refreshing, and full of reminders I needed to hear.
Next up: Francis Collins’ “The Language of God”, which three chapters in is quite promising. After that, Timothy Keller’s “The Reason for God: Belief in an Age of Skepticism” – a “done third year” gift from Steph. Very much looking forward to it.
Otherwise, it’s been work, Starcraft (lol), and fighting. Fighting for survival, for us, for life, for redemption… fighting against as much as fighting for? It’s all I can do not to lose my mind right now.