(resonance of reforming)
the blog of Jerry Bolton
the blog of Jerry Bolton
Jan 8th
to stretch the veneer of life over inanimate characters (text)--- safe-haven found in one name capability a culpability to deriving abstract
we kindle our fires in the ancient forge
so constant and regular in neglect;
love, felt.
love, chosen.
love, augmented by incarnation
in-carnation
formulation: solidarit-us.
simple complexity-
the only contradiction
is in the indictment raised//nothing is simple
without being likewise and equally complex
and nothing complex is not reducible
to a simplicity (of explanatory
impetus)
what?
-yes,darling-
you mean all
and i will kill / whate'er interfere
and i thrill still / fore'er in here
tag a suffix on
the common : love-lock
let man not separate, let us not separate
let I not---
mutiny.
subvert
insurrect
undermine
( )
destroy
wicked:
the murder of my heart is a daily task
too urgent to restrain---
[your mental affairs [always were adultery [and it surprises not [that the fruit of [thoughts and keystrokes [is the desecration [of your bed
what?
-hey,stupid-
(pants-on-head...)
axe-grind the root?
Jul 27th
just
a week/world away
emerging from the wilderness of names.
can i have my ability to think coherently back
now that the fate-spasms have lifted?
(displace the heirarchy)
redefine self | rediscover health
-blame the magnets and the magic;
the singularity charge...
a single
pulse;
("blood"has a new meaning)
- a new;
blended identity
maybe there is room for two in this universe?
(no, just one!)
soon the eyes will be on us
plotting our maps to forever
and when i allude to you it is everything
i treasure in this life;
lyrics, substance, colour, light
and poetry so meaningful.
you/make me terminal
" hope
" (hate abortion
of love)
i make/cut this covenant
-never to half-mean
never to half-love
-never to halve us
for
we've waited long enough in these
states of matter, states of heart:
(ice to preserve, water to waken)
vapour to breathe a beautiful start
Jul 25th
Oh,
how sweet the sound of You changing me!
It sounds like my heart torn out, through every vein and artery.
It sounds like a million doves in slow descent.
It sounds like my thoughts engulfed in flame…
It sounds like galaxies cowering, universes quivering,
and the bone-crunch of fallen worlds beneath Your feet,
Oh God; All of them my own!
Jun 8th
I haven't been sleeping well lately. Every morning, no matter the time, feels like Stupid O'Clock™. And I feel like driftwood - dead and rotty and far away from you. My face is growing back, or at least what's left of it. I know that in time, I'll find the old me here and that scares me to no end. Words in my mouth feel like a fistful of unswallowable soda crackers - chalky at best. ...and all I really need is sleep.
Jan 14th
(i wrote this to the sound of cities burning) and it is a choice i made but a choice i feel sounding my depths in all of time;
and you you are the entirety of my need the riptide pulling me together every instant that passes takes me, just a fraction just a fraction of time closer to that stable place;that stable face (intricate & without blemish) call it my stable race, the stability chase ended all but a heartbeat ago so i stop shaking and my quivering ends in the quiver *(fills for me to shoot this world full of ballistics) though i must confess a preference for melee combat - as a general rule
Dec 9th
Cold Focus; Warm Smile; Full Heart
So tired of - So many False Starts
I wanted to know who you are,
and now I know -
How is it you focus me,
Gently?
Gentle Focus, Love:
Pleasant Cancer
please make
a dream awake/
/new reality;
rewrite mathematics -
one plus one equals
I just:
Want a) the impossible
Choose b) the complicated
Pursue c) the perfect
and
find you) all of the above
come with your
Eyes Like Oceans
(awash)
for drowning
these waters of certain hand
So
for now,
this letter is for you:
I
and
forever,
this word is for "I":
Do
(Checkmate:
One last time out of the hypothetical!)
Our Cord
of three strands
Create: Christ, Wife, and
Husband:
"As Christ loved..."
so for you I
Resonate.
Resonance-
A halo for your digit, ninth from the right
take it (and) take me (and) mine be - glory;
Stephanie, be my wife.
Nov 26th
half frozen…
not quite water, not ice!
an abomination;
beautiful glorious layers of death upon the fertile soils
slowly freezing every precious tendril of the human spirit
solid veins stiff:
bring a sun
Oct 23rd
Note: This was mostly written by Steph; I just fiddled with it at her request. And yes, published it with her permission. I’m good like that. Collaborative poetry is fun. Can I say that?
words have a way of
words have a mind of
words have a life of
their own.
One word can spark a fire,
Two words can put it out
Three words can change a life.
bring out your sword
cut down the words
before
they leave my mouth
they change my world
or pour
your healing touch
upon them
so they
become
a tiny seed;
a rainforest.
Oct 17th
sit down, stand up
feeling bad and feeling better
i’m just a bicycle wheel
on heavy rotation,
this silent radio signal
ain’t helping me none
bed; a coffin
clock; the nails
clock me
right in the head