or, [your moments shake me]

wake to urban sanctuary
with a thousand bird songs calling me from dreams
cultivating a strange tenderness
while consciousness flickers like thread connecting seams

perhaps all you will ever be is ether
and maybe
             one day I will hold you that way again

will someone please
                              (please)
tell me what it takes
to get me to stop loving struggle
                    (for struggle's sake)?

throw me (away:a) low orbit
                               and I will watch you with the stars
hope may be a tease (but
it's the
        ONLY
            thing keeping
                         you alive)

another trip around.

I came anyway, and I’ll go anyway -
If you were right about one thing, (and you were probably right about everything) it was
irregular heart beats misaligning, misguiding;
missing.
Thank you for saying
an honest word that cut deep and left a wound that can be trusted.
In the long-term scope, I could not have lived with myself if you had said yes.

WON'T YOU BE
(i think you are)
MY FAVOURITE PHANTOM
(so haunt me please)

I cannot face tomorrow without you, it seems you're all I need.
CLUSTER|THOUGHT|BOMB
Breach of Trust.
*remove skin*
CAN YOU SET PARAMETER TO MY GENESIS?
so-thin/ly-worn,
CAN YOU DISMANTLE ALL MY CLEVER ARGUMENTS?
un-time/ly-born.
…CAN YOU MAKE SENSE OF ME?

i cant

i’ll be
trading my snow for sand
and home for offshore lands;
sleep for senses
and
sheep with fences
beating me senseless
(nothing prevents this)

It would be so perfect if you would take on skin…
For I’ve thieved and stolen and taken through.
Heaven smirked while our eyes danced avoidance,
And now it seems one thing remains true:

How I love loss and rationalize you.