sick

sick for
     for i have be come so
        (i have be come so)
         i have be come so concerned about proving myself
                                     to people who are not
    existence / coexistence / inconsistencea completely vertical
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                      incline
i want to feel that way again
i want to feel that way again
i want to feel that way again

like i have reached an end
just ice an end
just give me one more     end

please call
call me  on
            a  phone line, your blown shine; you bo vine

          ( a "chair/man"? )

gender  neutral  language  neutered  gender
they tes ted me some doom:    TNIV-positive

you would love for this to be so easy

actually no/no actually
i would love for this to be so easy
BUT IT NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER IS

some some how
i have got to:
 learn how to:
love for this.

to be so impo:
             :lite.
             :tent.
             :sing.
             :verished.
             :rtant.

         impo:ssible