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jesus tonight i’m struck by how the utter serenity of the storm’s eye is just as if not more dangerous than the razorblade winds ever were

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jesus i can feel every vein in my body saturating with imaginary narcotics and with each passing second sedation sinks in so much deeper

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jesus save the life of this dance because i’m within one step from complete passivity letting it die i’m not sure how to hang on and keep this alive

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jesus sometimes you’re my breath sometimes you’re my sustenance and sometimes telling you the truth feels like tearing my heart out slowly by the arteries

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jesus somehow i’m still going even in time of peace war was so much easier

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